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harith ami & muhriz

semlm call KLM lerr kira2 ada lagi satu kotak boleh bawak.so sape2 nak pesan WMF or manduca boleh msg sini or add me kat fb ok tapi kene order before thursday.pesan beemer tok bleh ok?hehe kitorang balik 28 dec ni



Mintak rajin hupdate sikit sebab dah nak balik msia ni.On Muhsin 6mths of exclusive bfeeding, dah solid pon adik ni.Tapi mana nak ada masa ni,kemas barang satu pon tidak lagi tapi nak balik for good dah after xmas.Next week pulak his last surgery InsyaAllah.Mama doakan ini yg last.Busy bershopping lagi,ada jugak yg pm boleh tak kirim2 barang.Sorry ye yang besar2 tak boleh kot sebab tak amik kontena pon except utk kete bapaknya.Yg lain antar kot laut gak tapi takde lah satu kontena jadi tak de lah murah.Nak pesan manduca ke yang ringan boleh la.
So yg kene balik dulu HWS237 ni.mintak2 selamat semua and boleh kurang tax kaw kaw punya.HSW237=Harith Wan Salmizaini 23 July is my birthday hehe.Ingatkan nak amik date anniversary tapi tak available.Kete ni mmg sentiasa comot sebab jarang basuh,sini car wash mahaiii.


Ok nak sambung buat list.So many things to do.


Alhamdulillah,Muhsin was allowed to go home 10 days after the surgery(9.11.2013).It was supposed to be the "simplest" surgery among the 5 he needed.Surgery was successful and my brave boy tak payah morphin pon.He woke up 2hrs after the surgery and was sent back to his room,tak payah dok ICU dulu.So we thought everything was good,in 3 days boleh balik.Turned out not!Muhsin caught this rare post operative bacteria infection which sent him to NICU for 2 days.Surgery was on Thursday, Sat afternoon,tiba2 aja badan menggeletar,mulut berbuih,vomitting,stretch kaki,badan,temp shot to almost 40.I had never seen him so sick before :( So I rang the nurse,nurse terus panggil surgeon but he said maybe just sakit from the operation as they had started to reduce the painkiller.Ok fine but deep inside dah rasa it was something else.Mlm Sabtu jadi lagi,around 2am and after painkilller.I was almost right,kalau sakit sebab operate kenapa lepas dah bagi painkiller jadi macam tue.The surgeon yg on call dtg lagi and said they would send him for CT scan to see for possible tremor(in some cases body shivering relates to tremor).I knew the dr was wrong,I knew his condition tak ada kene mengena dgn otak!If it was not the withdrawal symptom(from the painkiller) it must be something else.So ahad pagi,again temp shot to 40 but this time no shivering so we knew already,mesti infection,so terus amik darah and muhsin was sent to NICU.the surgeon described his condition as very ill :( NICU is one place I dread going back,it's too much for me.It reminds me of Muhsin previous condition,his 38 hospital stay right after birth.But they had no choice,NICU ramai nurses.I was not allowed to sleep there so I told the nurse kalau Muhsin nangis just called me,I would be sleeping in the surgical ward downstairs.So they did.Pukul 3 pagi,pukul 5 pagi.Muhsin dah start takot nurse,doctors so they had to cover his bed so Muhsin tak nampak nurse or doctor lalu lalang.2 days in NICU and 3 different antibiotics,6 times kene amik darah tangan kanan kiri,kaki kanan kiri,they released him back to the surgical ward on Wednesday.The drainage from kidney needed to stay until urine was clear from bac.So for the next 3 days,macam tuh lah cycle nye antibiotics,blood test,urine test.Mlm mamanya tak tido mana since the nurse came in every 2-3hours to check the drainage,give antibiotics,clear the urine bag,bgn pump lagi.Around 5am adik dah bgn.So mmg mak panda lah mama but it's okay,to see him smiling again hilang penat semua.Masa kene infection tue all the nurses and dr comment ckp Muhsin dah tak senyum,dulu suka senyum.Of course la kan,tiap2 hari kene amik darah sapa boleh senyum.So we went home on Sat afternoon,tapi monday pegi balik,another blood test and the dr dah confirm lab ckp mmg tak ada bac dah,urine pon dah okay.The surgeon ckp bacteria tue rare dan ganas,that was why he was so sick.Alhamdulillah Allah permudahkan semua akhirnyaSurgery site dah okay,no more dressing and scan pon kidney is working fine again,wee wee makin byk!So this Monday ada follow up with his atuk(HOD heheh) and he will decide on the date of his last operation.

Right after the operation

 Puffy face.
 Drainage direct from kidney.so kene hati hati
 Our room was empty.Adik kat NICU
 NICU.demam :(

 Back in surgical ward.
 Boring kat katil dok dlm babywagen
 Abg as Mr Dr hehe
 In playroom.Not too far from our room.
 See his happy face?

 His med.Masa 1st operation he got 13 of these.Can u imagine?
 Thanks Christian.His fav nurse.We will come back in a month
 We are leaving  to Medizinische Hochschule Hannover Kinderklinik in a few hours.Need to check in 24hours prior to the surgery.Semoga dipermudahkan,dijayakan pembedahan dan semoga anak ku cepat cepat sembuh.Abang elok2 kat rumah dgn babah nanti dtg visit adik macam biasa jgn main wire machine ok.Alhamdulillah Muhriz has been a very wonderful and understanding brother.Sebelum pregnantkan,lahirkan adik die,mama tak pernah tinggalkan Muhriz ni except pegi kedai beli santan,tapi tgk2 die okay aje ckp babai mama,babai muhsin,tshuss see youu bila nak balik dgn babah dari melawat adik kat hospital.Nak tido babah ckp die akan kata muhsin akit.on the way nak dtg visit,bertasbih nama muhsin dlm kete.Semoga hati anak2 Mama ni mmg sentiasa dekat kepada Allah dan dekat satu sama lain.InsyaAllah keluar dari hospital nanti mama update lagi.Doakan yg baik baik


3rd hospital stay.Sebab yg 1st and 2nd surgery were done on the same day,masa umur 2 hari. He needs 5 surgeries all together in 7months.2 days before Muhsin was allowed to go home after his 3rd surgery 2 weeks ago,his surgeons came and told us that another surgery is needed.Actually mmg dah rasa sebab masa temankan Muhsin buat test di nuclear medicine tu Dr kat situ dah ckp kat hubby.This time nak repair path from kidney to bladder,the muscles are too strong.Not a problem now but if it might cause excessive pressure to the kidney later.We just nodded, and agreed.Kidney is part of his VACTERL Association,so we have read about this before.So they arranged it to be done this Thursday.His HOD told me it's going to take 1 hour,another laparoscopy and Muhsin needs to stay in ward for 5days.Don't worry sayang,mama akan temankan.Semoga Allah permudahkan urusan kami.Saya sentiasa ingatkan diri saya kalau susah,ada lagi yg susah.Sedih is normal but not helpful and I need to be strong for my baby.Last time in NICU a mother whose daughter with heart beyond repair gave me a shoulder to cry on.Last 2 weeks,I saw a blind mother datang alone with her toddler and baby ke radiology bawak anak scan.Dan yg satu ward dgn Muhsin,that girl has hearing impaired and digestion problem.Allah tak akan uji diluar batas kita.Mesti yakin.Mesti.Minta Allah permudahkan.Mesti minta.Bila hanya ada saya,suami dan anak2,saat macam ni buat kami makin appreciate each other.Hanya yg pernah lalui akan faham.My baby bukan sakit demam.Bukan.But he is a real fighter.He's stronger than the rest of us.Mama sekuat mana pon when the nurse came to me,and said the time had come to stroll him to the operation room,I cried.Tapi Muhsin,buka mata lepas operate di ICU terus sengih even dr tak bagi morphin pon just normal painkiller.Hmm bila ada masa nanti mama tulis ye macamana mama ni yg Deutsch tunggang terbalik temankan Muhsin kat hospital.It's not easy I tell you,nurse ckp lain,mama paham lain heh heh.Dgn doctors tak ada problem sangat,diorang tau English.Ok,kene siapkan lauk frozen untuk babah and abang,kalau tak selama tue lah diorang tak makan nasi asik kebab dan pizza.Please pray for his health ye,thanks :)


Took this shot exactly 2 weeks post operatively.Alhamdulillah no more dressings,he went through a minimal invasion surgery(laparoscopy) so cepat recover.In 9 days there will be another surgery(surgeon will attempt another laparoscopy),can you believe how strong this little boy is?5 surgeries all together in 7months,semoga Allah mudahkan,jayakan semuanya,semoga anak ku cepat sembuh dan semoga tiada lagi sakit lanjutan baginya.Mama hanya mampu doakan untuk kamu sayang tapi mama sangat yakin Allah akan bantu kita through this.
Assalamualaikum
Operation went well though it took 5 instead of 3 hours but my little baby is a fighter,donot worry sayang we will go through this together.Was told that the surgery was less complicated this time but somehow it was harder on me because since we brought Muhsin back home from his 38 days NICU stay,he's been doing great,tak pernah sakit.So bila I passed him to the anaes semlm,utk dibawa ke OT,I asked her if I was doing the right thing,muhsin x sakit and there was I,bagi die utk dibedah.Allahu Akbar mama mmg byk fikir.Please pray for his speedy recovery.In 6 weeks there will be another surgery.Semoga Allah permudahkan