2 more days to his 4th surgery

3rd hospital stay.Sebab yg 1st and 2nd surgery were done on the same day,masa umur 2 hari. He needs 5 surgeries all together in 7months.2 days before Muhsin was allowed to go home after his 3rd surgery 2 weeks ago,his surgeons came and told us that another surgery is needed.Actually mmg dah rasa sebab masa temankan Muhsin buat test di nuclear medicine tu Dr kat situ dah ckp kat hubby.This time nak repair path from kidney to bladder,the muscles are too strong.Not a problem now but if it might cause excessive pressure to the kidney later.We just nodded, and agreed.Kidney is part of his VACTERL Association,so we have read about this before.So they arranged it to be done this Thursday.His HOD told me it's going to take 1 hour,another laparoscopy and Muhsin needs to stay in ward for 5days.Don't worry sayang,mama akan temankan.Semoga Allah permudahkan urusan kami.Saya sentiasa ingatkan diri saya kalau susah,ada lagi yg susah.Sedih is normal but not helpful and I need to be strong for my baby.Last time in NICU a mother whose daughter with heart beyond repair gave me a shoulder to cry on.Last 2 weeks,I saw a blind mother datang alone with her toddler and baby ke radiology bawak anak scan.Dan yg satu ward dgn Muhsin,that girl has hearing impaired and digestion problem.Allah tak akan uji diluar batas kita.Mesti yakin.Mesti.Minta Allah permudahkan.Mesti minta.Bila hanya ada saya,suami dan anak2,saat macam ni buat kami makin appreciate each other.Hanya yg pernah lalui akan faham.My baby bukan sakit demam.Bukan.But he is a real fighter.He's stronger than the rest of us.Mama sekuat mana pon when the nurse came to me,and said the time had come to stroll him to the operation room,I cried.Tapi Muhsin,buka mata lepas operate di ICU terus sengih even dr tak bagi morphin pon just normal painkiller.Hmm bila ada masa nanti mama tulis ye macamana mama ni yg Deutsch tunggang terbalik temankan Muhsin kat hospital.It's not easy I tell you,nurse ckp lain,mama paham lain heh heh.Dgn doctors tak ada problem sangat,diorang tau English.Ok,kene siapkan lauk frozen untuk babah and abang,kalau tak selama tue lah diorang tak makan nasi asik kebab dan pizza.Please pray for his health ye,thanks :)