Of pregnancy complications-part 1

Assalamualaikum

huu malasnya nak update!Hari ni agak busy,have an appointment with my Frauenarztin,kene masak utk guest2 dari malaysia then pack utk hospital esok ada appointment dgn specialist to drain some more fluid,my last reading wasnot good(ini cerita next entry)

Actually malas nak cerita byk pasal complications,tapi pikir balik tape la kot boleh share.
Every pregnancy is different.I bet mommies yg ada 6-7-8 anak pon akan ckp the same thing.With Muhriz,everything was smooth sailing until week 30,before balik Malaysia,gynae kat Augsburg tue ckp i might not be able to deliver Muhriz through vaginal sebab my pelvis is small,tak muat kepala Muhriz.But i may want to seek for another advice di Malaysia.Sampai Malaysia,pegi bukak buku pink(yer at 31weeks baru nak bukak),jumpa dr and she said the same thing.Pegi checkup di An nisa(where i delivered Muhriz) pon ckp the same thing.So redha je since itu yg paling selamat.Semua ckp sama,i could try with vaginal delivery but most likely I would end up with emergency caeserian,double sakit woo tamau mak.So Muhriz was safely delivered at 36weeks via c-sect,weighing 3.1kg huhu mana la nak muat.So itu kisah si abg long.

Adik pulak.awal2 dah ada bleeding.Sebab mama on contraceptive pills for 2 years,stop 1 bulan terus dpt adik,my period was still irregular.Kalau after 3-4 cycles baru boleh ckp regular cycle.So pening habis doctor nak decide GA and EDD adik.Before we left for Hannover in December hari tue,pegi last checkup,dr ckp die nampak my placenta was low lying.Since masa tue baru 17weeks,die ckp not to worry,ada chance placenta naik atas balik.Kat Hannover ni,week 25 baru boleh pegi checkup sebab tunggu insurance card ready.Nampaknya the placenta was still down there,dah completely covers the cervic mouth.Sini procedurenya kalau takda apa2 complication kita pegi checkup di Frauenklinik(Klinik sakit puan),mmg jumpa dr semua tapi they will just do the normal check.In my case sebab dah 3rd trimester,kene refer to specialist terus.So off we went to Medical Hochschule Hannover(MHH) sebab dah di diagnosed with complete placenta previa.

1st checkup,dr examined every single thing,blood yg flow in and out of the baby,how's his breathing etc(tak pernah scan se detail tu dgn muhriz dulu) and found out I have 3 uncommon things 1)Placenta Previa stage 4 2)Polyhydramnios-too much amniotic fluid 3)Single Umbirical Artery. No 3 might effect adik baby but she can't determine until adik is out,so I won't be writing about it. Because of these 3,I have to see the doctor on weekly basis dari minggu 25 lagi lah.Placenta previa in early pregnancy is not considered a problem tapi if it still covering the cervix close to EDD,maybe boleh buat heavy bleeding and prem delivery.

I read on net,some mommies with this are put on bed rest for more than a month!And hubby's aunty pon macam nie jugak,she started to bleed before week 30,by week 32 dah kene c-sect.Alhamdulillah her baby was fine.Saya pula Alhamdulillah tak pernah bleed lagi,maybe sebab saya ni surirumah,so kalau penat saya rehat.takde pressure or kerja berat besides kene jadi muhriz's elephant or horsey huhu.So masa checkup week 28 kot,my gynae was away,so her boss took over.Upon seeing my diagnose,die terus admit saya for 3days 2 night!Reason die,my water was too much and started to put pressure on the placenta,so saya boleh deliver anytime.Thus it's best for me to stay as close as possible to the labor room senang depa nak operate.Huhu mama jadi macam mad woman ok,sebabnya 1)during the previous checkup my gynae ckp my condition was stable,the distance between placenta and cervix was long 2)Amniotic fluid mmg build up tapi she preferred to wait 3)I have never ever left Muhriz before.Paling lama dalam pantang for 3 hours sebab nak check c-sect stitches.Lepas tue tak pernah,setakat pi beli santan or nasi lemak depan rumah for 15mins ada lah. Nangis berjam2 sampai midviwes datang pujuk2,last2 the prof dr tue pon dtg sekali pujuk huhhh.So tido lah kat hospital for 3 days,kene injected some drugs(lupa nama) utk maturekan baby's lung in case kene deliver awal dan buat CTG  a few round.Yg injection tue serious sakit rasa nak sepak nurse tue huhu.On the 3rd day,my gynae was back and she was surprised that her boss made me stay in ward for days without even consulting her.So my gynae checked my water pool,the biggest one was deeper than the normal range but she preferred to wait kalau dekat2 12cm baru buat drainage(took some fluid out).So she let me go home,probably tgk muka I sedih nak balik sgt kot and asked me to come back the following week utk buat drainage kalau pool dah reach 12cm(which it did).Itu next entry lah

 nangis nak balik huhu sib baik dpt single room

So,placenta previa nie,kalau dah stage 4,the only possible way to deliver the baby is via c-sect.The placenta completely covers the cervix opening and it is not possible to deliver the placenta first.I am grateful that today Caeserian can be performed safely kalau dah lama boleh buat c-sect nie babies yg tak survived at birth in the past dah boleh safely delivered.So mommies yg boleh beranak normal,jgn senang2 ckp "senang-senang je nak mintak c-sect" ingat orang operate saje2 ke pastu ingat tak sakit ke kene operate huhu.
Kalau rajin sambung part 2 hehe nak gi checkup dan bawak abg muhriz main,babaii!

One of his dream cars

Hubby bought this car few months ago tapi baru semlm selesai register with local JPJ office hahaha i forgot lah in German JPJ ni panggil apa.We've been considering a few registration numbers;anniversary date lah,date couple,birthday hubby,birthday saya,birthday anak huhu.The best part is,kene bayar Euro10 je utk number tue.Tapi hari jumaat lepas,hubby pulang kerja dan ckp dah reserve H WS 237.H kat dpn tak boleh buat apa,itu for Hannover(kat sini mmg first letter utk which city),WS is my initial hihi and 23 of July is my birthdate!Hui hui kembang semangkuk mak =p So now he's driving (one of,guys kan byk kete idaman) his dream car with my name on it hahaha sementara dok kat sini pakai this plate nie mmg senyum kambing la mama.balik msia nanti tak tau lah plate number macamana but we both agree kalau sampai bayar riban2 utk plate number tue baik tak payah.

nota kaki: ini bukan iklan MLM  huhu kalau MLM mau daku posing depan kereta dah (tiba tiba) jgn marah!

Smoked salmon pasta

Hubby usually arrives home from his office around 630pm.Paling lambat pukul 7.Sampai rumah die akan terus layan anak dulu yg sibuk nak tunjuk segala trucks and cars while I heat up our dinner.Selalunya on weekdays by 730pm  dah siap makan.Kalau weekend mmg terlajak.Makan awal sebab by 10pm mmg dah tido.So nak berborak masa dinner lah sokmo pon,nasib tak pernah tercekik huhu.So yesterday he told me that there's a newly married guy joined his geng tupperware.Bukan jual tupperware,tapi geng bawak bekal lunch ke office.Alhamdulillah so far kat sini saya baru sekali tak sediakan bekal lunch hubby.Tiap tiap hari bgn lagi awal dari hubby to cook his lunch and breakfast except on Friday.Friday die lunch di kedai dkt2 masjid sambil keluar solat jumaat.Hari lain kalau tak ada bekal kene puasa lah die sebab there's no halal food di cafe.Yg boleh dimakan according to him is fries je kot huhu.Ok so back to this guy yg baru 2 weeks kawen,bila die bukak lunch box die,yg lain semua amazed sebab adalah complete set from appetizer(salad) to main meal to dessert wahahaha,laki ku sokmo bawak seketul je.So one of his friends said "Wait until your marriage turns few months" dan hubby saya jawab "See what is left after 8 years and few kids" hoihh nak kene sekeh nie.Of course hubby said he was joking and doesnot mean it.He's thankful enough I bgn pagi2 masak bekal,kalau dulu ada je hari die nak pergi kerja pon I still tido,nak kiss pon pikir 2 kali sebab bini tak gosok gigi lagi kahkah.So I asked him this morning if he wanted some fruits too as bekal kui kui,he said don't bother about it,he was just joking.All he needs is something simple not too heavy and cooked with love hakhak.I buh jugak garlic baguette nie to go along with smoked salmon spaghetti,easy one to make!

-puree some fresh basil and olive oil,put aside.
-heat up some garlics in olive oil.Masuk cherry tomatoes,paprika sikit,salt and pepper.
-Masuk spaghetti(boiled it first of course),smoked salmon,sundried tomatoes and capers.Capers go so well with smoked salmon,try it!Then letak basil puree tadi. Sonang kan kan

German Autobahn and Celle

We are getting more sun these days,Alhamdulillah.Temperature pon dah naik around 5-10C.Anak mama mmg pantang panas sikit tutup mate huhu kesian dah 4months dok dlm gloomy weather ye sayang.Ada org dah gatal kaki tangan nak drive jauh.For weeks asik drive dlm bandar,to work(15mins from home) or bawa wife gi checkup(slow moving traffic sebab kene lalu city center).So he suggested Celle,a medieval city not far from Hannover,about 40km,so that takes roughly half an hour.He was told that the city is something like Rothenburg ob der Tauber in Bayern.We went to Rothenburg once before and love it,so i said ok why not jom je lah lagipon the weather was nice,anak baru mkn dan mandi dan tak jauh pon.bapaknya suka hati la boleh speed up.In case you donot know,German Autobahn(motorway) has no speed limit.Bukan semua parts la,ada area yg ada limit but generally there's no limit(and of course takde toll) so tau lah how everyone drives,i kat belakang pejam mata buat buat tido.

So how's Celle?Ok la tapi we both agreed Rothenburg lagi cantekk huhuhu mmg Bayern di hati kami =p

 drug store

 budak happy dapat ice cream

Easter weekend

So what we did on the 4+1 days break?Exactly nothing.Just bermalas malasan di rumah.Initial plan was to drive to Amsterdam,tapi doctor ckp to stay close to Hannover huhu so cancel lah.Nasib takde book apa2 lagi.One thing yg tak best kat sini,kalau public holiday and sundays,all shops are closed.Except some restaurants.Kalau kat Malaysia confirm habis shopping malls dah ajak babah pegi.We had a sunny Monday,temperature hit 5C,so semua keluar rumah,going for a walk or spazieren gehen as the Germans say.
And after almost 4 months,Muhriz finally had some fun time at the playground.Siap jatuh tergolek.Of course hubby yg handle die,kalau dulu dgn mama sekali turun slide nie,takot anak jatuh punya pasal.Hubby said there are times I need to let him do things on his own,biar die independant.He's a boy after all and boy kene macho macho sikit,iyo lahh.Even Muhriz bawak ketiak mama 24hours,it's so hard to believe my baby ni dah grow up!

Natural Birth Is not for ME

Every woman has different idea and thought on childbirth method.Some are fans of drug free method and feel less accomplished if they end up with Cesarean.Me?My goal in labor is a healthy baby and me.I'd go for which ever method that is safest for us.Whoever tells you labor is pain free is clearly out of his or her mind.Labor process can be unpredictable and you can't possibly do everything you've planned before.So for me,it is best to keep your mind open and be ready for everything.Is you need an episiotomy or an emergency c-sect,just go with it if it helps to deliver the baby safely.

Natural birth is not for everyone.My 2nd pregnancy ni is considered a high risk.I donot talk much about it in this blog but the only possible way to get adik baby out is through Cesarean.I've been put on bed rest and some other procedures just to keep this pregnancy as long as possible.So natural deliver is the last thing on my mind.It's not even possible to deliver through vaginal let alone to go it free of drug.Sekarang pon dah kene cucuk macam2.So I try to avoid reading blogs or article yg promote natural birth gila2 to the point buat yg tak boleh nie rasa guilty,which I donot pon.No point to feel guilty tapi still malas nak bace ke obsession mereka.

Oklah babai blog.Baby N/M,here is me and you @28weeks.Sekarang dah 31weeks tapi sekarang perut mama kecik sikit.Last friday we've agreed to reduce the fluid around you so that there's more room for you to grow and less risky for mama to carry you around.If you can help to push your kawan baik atas sikit,that will be better sayang hehe.tu kepala abg muhriz sibuk nak join hehe.

Potato pancakes

We eat a lot of potatoes over here.Heckk they are abundant and so cheap!2.5kg for just 99cents!No wonder Germans love potatoes so much.As the chef of the rumah kecik ni,I'll try to alternate nasi and none nasik meal.Kalau hari nie dah nasik,esok bukan lah.So hari bukan nasi is hari pasta or potatoes dgn apa2 lah.Muhriz loves potatoes so takdak masalah lah.Bagi je mashed ke,wedges ke,boiled then serve with gravy,baked with cheese or this one is his fav and easiest to make;potato pancakes.

You need : potatoes(finely grated),a bit of onions(pon cincang),egg,salt,pepper,flour and milk(optional).Mix everything except potatoes and onions,once done masuk potatoes and onions lepas tue shallow fry,buat bulat2.

 I love it with ketchup and remoulade.Muhriz makan gitu je,tak cukup 2 tue.

 Boleh buat side dish jugak nie and we have this all the time,mkn gitu je for breakfast,as side dgn sausage ke

Still snowing

End of March and it's still snowing hehe
Allah Maha Besar,one day temperature naik sampai almost 5C,the next day selak curtain la dah putih balik dgn snow.Anyway the forecast kata next week most likely panas sikit.Panas aka temperature above 0Celcius dah sunny.Hubby's colleague was here for a week,dan die ckp sukeeenya sejuk2 nie.Oh My.Sejuk sejuk sekejapan sehari dua boleh la.Ini dah berbulan.If we do the math,every year kami dahh spent almost 4months kesejukan,kegelapan.Dan dah 6 years hidup di negara sejuk,so around 2 years la bersnow bersejuk2 nie,bukan tak bersyukur,tapi kalau panas sikit lagi best kot hahaha.kang balik msia complain panas pulak.hehe dasar kan =p

Anyway weekend ini adalah long weekend.Good Friday dan Easter Monday.So dpt 4 hari di situ.Tapi on Thursday ada checkup.Kalau ada condition yg tak memuaskan,kene admitted.Tgk la macamana.Plan asal during Easter Break ni nak gi Amsterdam,mama nak tgk tulip.Tapi kene cancel lah kot dah dr suruh rest.Hari tue ticket flight ke London pon burn,tak bulih refund.Allah knows the best,kita hanya merancang.Takpelah,who knows apa jadi kalau mama yg perut besar ni ikut roadtrip hubby yg kene drive for almost 800km through UK/France/Belgium/Netherland/DE.Tapi berharap lagi tue dapat pegi Keukenhof,3 hours drive from home.Kalau tanya my gynae mesti die ckp boleh pegi tapi die prefer i stay at home and rest,baikkklah

drama weekend hahaha

malasnya nak update.bukan malas.tapi kalau nak update kene awal2 pagi macam sekarang before Muhriz bgn.die dah bgn kirim salam.pantang nampak mama parking depan laptop.sibuk nak tgk garbage truck kat youtube.tau pulak youtube sini laju tak lagging langsung,lepas satu video tunjuk yg lain pulak.anak  mak ni selalu nya tak layan cartoon sgt,ada certain2 cartoon je yg die suka.yg lain die mintak nak tgk video toys review,video trucks la.byk bende rasa macam nak update tapi malas nak tulis hahaha.so tulis pasal weekend la.
Friday hubby cuti,teman pegi checkup.Yg tak tulis di sini pasal pregnancy complications.2nd pregnancy nie lain sikit but every pregnancy pon different kan.Tapi we are praying for the best and sgt positive everything is gonna be ok,Allah knows the best,so apa2 pon kami terima.So friday after checkup pegi beli grocery terus.Saturday ajak hubby gi Ikea,tak jauh pon dari rumah dlm 15mins je.Sampai Ikea Muhriz tido dlm buggy hey die,pastu mama ajak babah gi cafe la nak makan cake.Cake pon bukan semua boleh makan.Elok je nak amik cake,muhriz bgn.start buat drama.so umpan ice cream(nasib baik boleh makan).die boleh reject.rasa dah kalau ice cream pon tamau nie mesti nak beraksi nie.Yer start meraung dari situ,mama buat tatau je suruh babah handle die,tapi tgk2 makin jadi2 pulak nangis nya.Telan je cake tak kunyah pon,hubby ajak bayar dan balik.Hubby mmg pantang anak die rimas2 nangis gini mak pak buat tatau.So imagine lah die menangis dari cafe Ikea all the way throught Market Hall to the paying counter(layout Ikea nie mana2 pon sama).Menangis level meraung dah.Queue nak bayar sikit punya panjang.Hubby dah siap bayar,nak gi ke parking,elok pulak die tunjuk suruh bukak kasut.Bukak kasut terus stop nangis.Adoi anak,awat la hang tak ckp awal2 tanak pakai kasut.Pastu yg best lagi,kitorang tak ingat parking kat mana.So merasa la pusing kat car park tue,temperature was -3C.Nak marah sapa pon tatau dua2 salah.After 20mins mama tepuk tangan sebab mama yg jumpa kereta.Yg best lagi,anak yg tadi almost 20mins tak berenti menangis,masuk2 kereta dok dlm car seat die sengih memanjang.Sampai ke rumah happy,keluar kereta lagi happy -_- 

 tgk,sampai rumah macam takde masalah negara je.anak mmg suka test patience mak pak kan

 

Ingat gi Ikea nak cari babycot adik.Mak pak cheapskate nak amik yg paling murah SNIGLAR tue.tapi out of stock pulak.Sebab cot nie nak tinggal or kasi je kat sape2 je bila nak balik msia nanti,so malas nak beli yg canggih sgt.So cot takde,amik duvet je,kat sana tak tgk betul2 design nye,balik rumah tgk2 ada gambar strawberry auwww ahahaha.Takpe adik,boboy pon ok ape dgn strawberry,nanti mama cari yg lain pulak.Barang baby yg besar2 Alhamdulillah dah almost complete kot except babycot dan seangkatan.Baju je tak berapa byk lagi tapi nie takpe boleh beli sekaligus.barang abg muhriz semua kat Malaysia so kene beli baru semua.Yg dah ready
Maxi cosi (color merah mak ngah nak match dgn Vibe)
Tommee Tippee electric sterilizer completes with bottles etc
Fisher Price rocker
Medela fs mmg angkut dari msia
playpen(tuan rumah bagi) 

babah ku pulang dari kota,babahku belikan wooden train set,jupiter fire truck(muhriz tgh obsess dgn fireman Sam),megabloks and sterilizer utk adik

Sunday macam dah takot nak keluar takot anak buat drama,plus almost semua kedai tutup.So dok diam2 dlm rumah tido berjemaah.Hubby masak fish and chips yg best tapi tak amik gambar lapar sgt and his signature dish,beef lasagna.Basil tue dari kebun kecil kami hihihi.Aida,nanti ami letak recipe lasagna ni k

 this week aimnya nak update tiap2 hari.Masa pregnantkan muhriz bukan main rajinnnnn update blog =p

Snow dan Ice cream

Semalam bgn2 je rasa nak makan ice cream!And it was snowing outside.Sejuk2 makan ice cream adalah sedap sgt!Sib baik anak tido lagi.Ini my 1st serving.Bourboun Vanilla Ice Cream dgn strawberry.Ice cream kat rumah nie ada Vanilla flavor je sebab yg tue je pon si muhriz makan.We have no problem on giving ice cream to anak as long as tak byk sgt dan die berus gigi lepas tuh.Choc pon kalau die mintak bagi je sekarang,tapi candy is still a no no.Sebab candy nie liat sikit,lagi manis and tend to melekat kat gigi die.Malas la nak sekat sgt die nak makan itu ini,as long as makan perpada pada.Sekat tgk tv itu lagi penting kakakaka.Yes mama is garang like that,cartoon max for 2 hrs je perday,pastu kene switch tgk documentary or switch off terus itu tv.He's used to that,so takde lah nangis pon tiba2 maknya suruh tutup tv or tgk animals channel ke,ok je mamat tue.

 So rabu ialah panas sampai 14C.Tapi kusangka panas sampai summer tapi tgk2 weekend adalah snow semula.Nak keluar pon malas tapi keluar jugak,beli beras dan balik hihi.Camane nie,barang adik baby tak complete lagi.

weaning off the breast dan makanan;p

On going.masih belum selesai hihi.abg muhriz belum give up lagi!Masih selak2 baju mama though it has been a week nenen berplaster hahaha.He has been on breasts semata2 for 30 months,imagine la macam mana susah nak lepaskan his best friends tue.Kalau die minum bottle jugak maybe senang sikit kot and if mama nie working ke.Tapi ini budak masham kan 24jam berkepit dgn mama,mama pon ajar die minum bottle sampai die 51days je,pastu malas dah,sekarang rasakan wahahaha.Paling challenging ialah nak tido siangkan die.Malam takpe ada babahnya tolong tepuk dah pujuk.Siang2 bermaharajalela dgn mama je bukan main.So naptime hari selasa/rabu adalah haywire.Last2 tumbang sendiri dpan tv masa maghrib then bgn 1.5hrs later buat perangai.So semlm adalah dipaksa tido,tutup pintu bilik,blinds,mama purak2 tido(end up tertido sekali).Bgn2 anak saya gembira sekali.So rasanya kene buat macam tue.nak harapkan die tido after minum fresh milk kirim salam.Nenen je boleh buat die mabuk hubby kata hahaha.He's been drinking fresh milk 2-3 sippy cup berday.So sekarang 4x1.5l fresh milk perweek adalah tak cukup.Ok hopefully kalau sampai day 8 or day die tak nenen,berjaya lah.Deep in my heart mmg agak sedih,ye la dah 30months+ fully direct feed,tempek je dgn mamanya.Ada times rasa nak bukak je plaster tue kasi nenen kat die tapi kalau tak wean off sekarang,bila lagi,ape tue org2 MLM kata,if not now,then when?(jgn marah yek!).Mmg dah decide dgn hubby before adik baby keluar,abg muhriz kene stop.Alhamdulillah our breastfeeding journey was a smooth one,mission terlebih capai(target nak bfeed him sampai 2yrs je sebenarnya) Alhamdulillah and I hope dgn adik baby pon boleh macam ni jugak.
No entry is complete without photos tapi takkan nak letak gambar breasts kan,so letak gambar food lah.Kat sini macam pandai pulak tak makan nasi hari hari pon takpe,hidup je hahaha.So at least twice a week akan ada western food.Western food sebenarnya lagi senang nak masak,tak berapa leceh dan tak berapa byk pinggan mangkuk periuk kene basuh lepas tue.Ni yg dah masak dlm seminggu nie

Had roasted chicken,mashed potatoes and steamed broccoli for lunch on Sat.Ayam masak sekor terus senang yg lebih tue boleh makan dgn nasi,buat sandwich ke

Smoke salmon creamy spaghetti(with avocado) for dinner on Sunday.I super love smoked fish(especially salmon),makan dgn cream cheese stuffed peppers or olive,super sedap!Tapi pregnant ladies tak advisable makan raw fish(fresh or smoked) itu la yg kene masak ni.takpe hilang jugak ketagihan though it's cooked smoked salmon.

Beef lasagna(wajib buat once a week,muhriz sgt suka) on Tuesday

Anak itik German pulak

A kum

I have another checkup with specialist hari nie,esok pon ada lagi.Lepas tue maybe rajin sikit update kot.Muhriz pon baru elok demam.The last time he got sick was like 9months ago,demam jangkit dgn mama.Actually semua yg die sakit pon dapat virus demam mama.Most of time demam 2 hari je,ini maybe weather yg not helping,4th day baru happy melompat sikit hehehe.Sini tgh flu season,since die baru elok demam,esok tak join lah kot playgroup.tunggu betul2 sihat dulu.Tapi yg wajibnya berendam sejam tiap2 hari!except masa dmam day 1-3 tue mmg die tanak la hehe,tau pon sejuk!Our bathroom/laundry room is separated from the toilet,so sambil muhriz mandi,mama usually sit by the window baca buku or just fold the laundry.Tak pernah tinggalkan die mandi sorang,bahaya!So i just sit there and watch him having fun splish splashing,kadang terjoin jugak wakakaka.

              My sisters selalu panggil muhriz anak itik kekeke.sebab pantang jumpa air!
 
Dulu when he was still a baby,selalu tanye should he was taken care by a sitter,macamana lah diorang mandikan,feed him.Layan ke kalau budak nie nak main air lama2,tanak makan itu ini.Muhriz tanak makan moi,mama masak pasta,tanak pasta mama buat mashed potatoes.Part lain I tak berapa cerewet tapi bab jaga anak Mama iz cerewet like that sampai sanggup tak kerja dan jaga anak.Sampai hari nie everytime I tunggu die habis mandi(paling cepat half an hour),I will keep on smiling.Budak Muhriz nie dari kat Malaysia lagi mandi tak setengah jam mmg tak siap even guna baby tub je dulu.Sengih puas hati.Puas hati anak is well taken care of.Jaga anak sendiri is so satisfying that i won't want to change it with anything else.

cepat lah friday hahaha

Minggu ni mama minggu mama busy kekeke.Penuh la jugak jadual tue.So maybe tak sempat buat Sudoku hahaha.don't play2 since pregnant ni rajin pulak buat Sudoku dah berpuluh set habis dgn jayanya.Nak suruh otak bergerak,nak buat Calculus malas.Masa pregnantkan Muhriz dulu siap buat Calculus sambil2 tunggu hubby balik,hahaha.Monday hari ni nak bake cake dan cake untuk breakfast babah dan kawan2 di office.Mat German lain pakat nak bawak wurst tak kan lah babah nak telan coffee je kan.Esok mama kene tolong babah pickup visa,hehe visa mak dgn anak yg siap dulu padahal kami pengikut jah.Even though tak jauh pon tapi keluar dgn Muhriz je dan perut,turun naik tram tau lah,byk pitstop die,anak nak kutip daun la,nak lompat lah,nak tunjuk semut lah,mama nak beli coffee lah hui hui.Lusa rehat,khamis ada appointment dgn specialist,nak tgk hospital,nak check adik baby.Nie mama agak cuak,hopefully dpt dr yg boleh ber English bukan Deutsch semata,mama nye Deutsch kan tunggang langgang babah je faham hakhak.Friday bawak Muhriz pegi playgroup yeayy.ok hubby baru gi keje 3 jam tapi dah rindu,haha.dan rindu abam muhriz tak bgn2 lagi ni,huhu berkepit dgn mama 24jam pon boleh rindu.before tido semlm sibuk atur blocks die atas katil buat robot,lepas tue ckp robot nak susu -_-.yer mama dah masuk 24 weeks tapi abam masih nenen dgn jayanya.

February doesnot mean winter is over

February dan masih sejuk.Tidak lah sesuatu yg pelik,di Indiana dulu winternya even worse that this.And in 2009,we had snow outbreak in London in the middle of February,sampai class kene cancel sebab public transport byk tak jalan.For years,I have this love-hate relationship with winter.I love watching the snow falls,and love being in 10 inch white snow.But when it's the 10th snowstorm of the month,i start to hate it.I prefer not to go out,bergulung dlm blanket and wish for the Spring.Any day warmer is a day closer to Spring hui hui.Dah 2 weeks baru nak update sebab baru ade internet.Baru pindah.Mari layan gambar 2 minggu.

Frozen Machsee.Rasa nak tumpang duduk dlm buggy Muhriz time nie.

Abg long umur 2.5yrs baru kenal pacifier.tue pon hisap bila org tanye mana adik baby?Loh perasan die baby pulak

Main kiss kiss 2 beranak.Babah balik kerja yg kecik nie paling kecoh nak dukung,nak kiss.tak kasi chance kat mama langsung hua hua

 New fav-garbage truck.Sini sampah kene separate(Bio,Restmull,packaging,paper) suka hati anak mak dok bilang muellwagen(garbage truck) depan rumah je.

snow cantik bila

baru2 turun dan takde org pijak!so after bfast angkut anakanda ke luar kejap.Ingat die nak main,sekali die jatuh,comot snow kat tangan terus nangis nak masuk rumah.abang long kededek sungguh!